Somewhere I have a shadow
Somewhere there's a shape on the ground
That understands my breath
And the words in my mouth
Day after day, I find no relief
Every creak is unwelcome
Every moan is a thief

I have a shadow
Not just a shape on the ground
Am I afraid of being wrong?
Or do I love the crown?
I have a shape on the ground
Held together on the ground

Can I escape this curse?
Is this the third grace or a lie?
Am I afraid of being wrong?
Give me comfort, give me a sign
Sometimes I feel cursed
Is this grace or is it a lie?
Does this blessing bear away my sin?

I still feel doubtful
The frustration of not knowing
Has worn me down
I'm still afraid
This fraudulence this contradiction
Wears me all the down

Bear it away just for a while
Sometimes I just feel cursed
Sometimes I feel someone hates my joy
Bear it away